life is so funny, we keep looking for the things that we think are in our reach, and usually they actually are but that is what makes  it more painful.
     We today have created so many filters around ourselves that the real picture never reaches us.
We are today looking for perfection in almost everything, when i say everything I mean it, today we want to get perfect selfies, perfect places, perfectly dressed beggars, even we want to get hurt perfectly.
 we want perfect relationships, even perfect breakups.
 We want perfect weather, and perfect indoor spaces.
we want perfect people, but want honest characters,
             I think somewhere in our hunt of perfect, we have lost the BEAUTIFUL, the ORIGINAL, the UNFILTERED and CRUDE.
 
                may be some day we might realize that we were too busy removing the bark from the tree that we were unaware when the tree died, the bark was rough and hard but we knew that it never harmed us, we knew its characteristic texture, our hands were our eyes to identify the tree. We killed the tree in search of a perfect smooth finish that wouldn't harm us .



i am living for the crude, for i am crude, because...........